So I am on the ground again
waiting to rise out of the ashes but don´t know when
as always nearly destroyed, wounded, burnt
not everything lost, lots learned.
I will learn to fly, no, to soar
never accept, always wanting more.
I will succeed at what I do
something deep down I always knew
staying a believer is a hard thing to retain
there are times I think I will go insane.
That´s why I need to be ashes from time to time
it´s not giving up, it´s not a crime.
It´s gathering strength to fly once more
that´s what the ashes days are for.
So don´t leave me like that and pity me
just know that this is who I am always going to be
a beautiful phoenix and dark ashes in one
I am the black night and the red hot sun
I am what you don´t want to see because you are somewhere within me.