There is one good thing to be said about my fever. It slows everything down. Alice is now the only one not effected by ill health as Livvy is still away. She has been a God sent in the last few days. It makes me realise that we do not have some kind of back up for emergency situations. I had never really thought about it before but I need to now. But I cannot force people to care, can I? What little people we thought we had come round in good times only. I now understand the extend of lying that goes on between neurotypical people. I am a good learner so I can do it too. Should someone ask me how I am tomorrow, my answer will be "fine". My social training is working. I can even be sarcastic. Yipeeh!