By God I have spilt my beans today.
There was either nothing or all to say
and a choice of closed eyes or see
Eyes wide shut doesn´t work anymore for me.
As long as I keep talking into the right ear
there is nothing that I would have to fear.
Spelling it out hurts just the same
causes all the pain, all the shame.
Awakens memories that should have been erased years ago
and I ride the rollercoaster once again -high and low
I already know I will pay for the ride like I always do
they say time heals all wounds, but it just isn´t true.