there aren´t any days when I don´t suffer me.
but I´ll do my best for you not to see
I hide my self away and replace it with an "I"
it´s what I need to do, it´s not a lie
I am protecting most of all me, that you must know
you wouldn´t like it if my autism would always show
don´t say that it wouldn´t matter to you
it would, I know and you do too.
I am someone that no one has known
I am someone whose true self must never be shown
I am someone who sees the world different to you
but I am still a good person, and so are you
38 years of not knowing changed something
and so has knowing