clearly lost today. might have been an own goal. to be honest with you, if not with myself, it was. glorious shot. well done. unfortunately it will be remembered for a long time by those who were present. most damage done was to me. nothing new here. will I ever learn? I always thought I do not try hard enough but lately I am thinking that maybe I am trying too hard. could that be the problem? the more right I am trying to do things the worse it seems to get. maybe I should take it easier. maybe, always maybe. definitely maybe.